Anticipate

Had been sick recently, food poisoning i guess. I swear it was a torment, and i should be recovered, yet i had an over dosage of medicine and cause gastric acid secretion. I don't know how many times i have to visit the doctor anyway. But well, i will recover soon. I don't know why but recently i like to stay at home and have myself drown in my thoughts, i didn't expect so much things to happen, so much things to change and guess what, i wasn't even ready for anything. I'm so tired that i don't wanna care, i don't wanna do anything either. Sigh, life's a agony isn't it?

It seems like all these while i was anticipating for something that would never happen, wasn't i?

Let me go.

Am i that naive? Getting cheated over and over again, getting the same old shit every time. Everyone told me not to trust easily, but what to do? I always do that, i always trust people and end up getting all the hurt instead. Stupid isn't it? I can't help but to agree and laugh at my stupid state. I always forgive easily that everyone just keep doing the same old shit to me. I didn't allow you to tramp over me just because i treat you nicely. Whats wrong with everyone? Sigh, i wish i could immigrant from this country, i wanna go away, as far as possible.

I will learn to be stronger then ever, i ain't gonna allow this same old shit to happen again.

The world full of lies.

Humans are so realistic, you never know when they would turn their back on you. Its so hard to trust someone now. Sometimes even your closest friends betrays you, what could you do? Practically nothing, but to accept this cruel fate. Beware of anyone, no on could be trusted.

When bestie reunites

I swear i love this epic face of their's :p

Finally met up with SEEWENCHIN for like so many years. Yeah, its nice knowing that despite so many years of not meeting, we still have loads to say. Worked with her during it fair and yeah, she took care of me like how she always used to. Gosh, glad to have her back in my life, missed her so damn much. Met her and Damien to Vivo while Regine couldn't make it. Well, we chit chat, shopped and stuffs. I'm glad to have friends like them.

You know you've them when whatever happens, they are there.